Our Entire Nation is Based on Struggles

Posted in Uncategorized with tags , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , on January 14, 2009 by Jackie

Things aren’t they way they used to be…

The Pilgrims are just dust now. Thomas Jefferson is just a line in a textbook.Franklin is long forgotten.

And with them went…

The American Dream.

There is no ambition to explore and discover; the work ethic of those previous generations has died with them; no longer does one look at the unknown with wonder and longing.

When presented with a challenge or the unfamiliar, we ask “Why?” instead of “Why not?” That’s not the way it used to be.

We used to be the ones that grasped with blind hands into the darkness with reckless abandon, waiting for the next adventure, the next test of our perseverance.

We met every challenge, every new idea, head on. We didn’t back down or give up, because we knew nothing of the sort. Failure wasn’t an option for America.If we couldn’t come up with an answer to a problem, we would seek one out, not just ignore it.

Our entire nation is based around struggles.

The Pilgrim Fathers came here with nothing but hope, faith, and a dream. A dream of society without laws barring religion.

The Founding Fathers fought the greatest nation, the strongest military force,with nothing but hope, faith and a dream. A dream of a nation free from the stranglehold of an oppressive government.

Abraham Lincoln brought the entire nation into a civil war, with nothing but hope, faith, and a dream. A dream of a nation together at last, free from that which had divided them so painfully before.

John F. Kennedy convinced the people to fly a man to the moon, with nothing but hope, faith and a dream. A dream that the American people would not forget their duties, that we would remember what had gotten us this far.

Martin Luther King Jr. fought for all the people’s rights once more, with nothing but hope, faith, and dream. A dream that we would rise up and live out the true meaning of this nation’s creed.

Ronald Reagan believed in hope, faith and dreams. He reminded us the future doesn’t belong to the fainthearted; it belongs to the brave.

We don’t look at things with wonder and enchantment. Challenges face us and we turn our heads. Nothing can grab hold of us; nothing can force us to pay attention. No matter how profound the words, no matter how timeless, we ignore anything with substance.

So… my kind of “humbug” has disappeared. Pity… pity.

“There was a sucker born ev’ry minute. Each time that second hand swept to the top, like dandelions up they popped, their ears so big, their eyes so wide…”

Author Note:
So, yeah, I watched Barnum and was thinking about what the American Dream is. Long story, but if you’ve seen it, you’d understand.
Also, I read comments on a YouTube video about 9/11. Everyone is a fucking retard for blaming President Bush. What about Clinton? All this talk about it being a cover up by President Bush. Like he had time! He was only in office for 9 months. The warning signs had been around since the 90s. And you know what? Clinton’s foreign policy was shit, so that’s probably why 9/11 happened. Much like Somalia now. We can blame Clinton for that.
Aside from that, I’m tired of a lot of things I hear. Fuck off, you’re the most Anti-American garbage to come around since Leon Czolgosz.

Davies and Faulke Chapter 1

Posted in The Ripper with tags , , , , , , , , , , on November 4, 2008 by Jackie

“Murder!”

The cry echoed down the hallway and rattled the ears of dear Elizabeth. Thoughtfully, her head lifted up and tilted delicately to the side. Dark brown orbs focused on nothingness as she strained her sensitive ears. The shout from her lover did not sound painful in the sense that he had witnessed a murder. Rather, it was as if he had just heard a very dark confession. She shook her head, as she knew all too well any shout could come from his study when Gilbert Davies was visiting.

Indeed, poor Doctor Jonathan Faulke had just heard a confession, one that would surely upset his stomach. In order to prevent his mind from running rampant, he shut out all noise and thoughts. Wistfully he stared at the bookcase in his study. A single index finger ran itself along the titles of some of his favorite works. How beautiful the spine on some appeared, the names etched in lovely gold and the leather strong and sturdy. Books – the savior of his soul!

With a click of his heels, he whirled around to face his good friend. Legs crossed in a chair, Gilbert appeared to be awaiting something other than a panicked yell, with his elbows rested on his knees as he tapped his fingers together. No, Gilbert did not look the slightest bit worried or remorseful. In fact, his demeanor seemed to be too calculating, too thoughtful, which greatly disturbed Jonathon.

“Well, don’t just sit there!” Jonathan demanded. He took a menacing step forward; his finger shook as he pointed it accusingly at his friend. Motionless for a moment, Jonathon regained his composure with a deep breath. Even though they still shook, his hands managed to straighten out his waistcoat. He followed Gilbert’s lead and took a seat. He did not want Gilbert to notice his trembling knees.

“What do you want me to do, dance?” Gilbert asked. A grin spread itself across his features. Gilbert was not as educated as Jonathon was, but he could read people fairly well. He knew that while his friend appeared calm as he sat thoughtfully behind his desk, inside his conscious was battling itself.

“Sarcasm, Gil,” Jonathan spat. He leaned forward onto his desk, his arms rested on the polished wooden top. “Now, without charades please tell me what exactly this man did to end with you killing him.”

Gilbert remained unmoving. “It was a woman,” his even voice confessed.

“A woman!” Jonathon shrieked in disbelief. Down the hall, Elizabeth again raised her brow in curiosity.

Gilbert watched his friend bury his head into his skillful surgeon hands and the pitiful man mumbled inaudible curses. “Oh, God!” Jonathon moaned. “My friend is a murderer of women!”

“Woman,” Gilbert corrected. “We’ve established that, can we move on?”

“Move on!” Jonathon jumped. He rushed around his desk and ended just in front of Gilbert. “Dear, God, Gil, what do you mean ‘move on?’ I could have lived without this confession, so I demand an explanation! I am not a priest!”

“Of course you’re not, John, you’re worth more than any priest,” Gilbert praised as he, too, stood from his seat. His feet took him away from Jonathon and to the large window that looked out upon the busy streets of the great city of London. Miserable, worthless people hustled back and forth, rushing as if their meaningless little chores actually mattered to the greater existence of the world. Pathetic, insignificant creatures such humans are. Gilbert smiled in content, for he knew he was much more worthy and noble then any peddler on the street.

“Tell me,” Jonathon pleaded. His voice was softer now, as it had transformed itself from that of a lecturing older brother into a worried friend. From the center of the room, Jonathon observed his friend’s back. Ah, it shuddered, proof Gilbert was human after all! Recalling such an event would be difficult for anyone, would it not? Unless, Jonathon feared, that was a shudder of satisfaction.

Gilbert calmly recounted the morning’s events with crisp facts and a few details. The clock read half-past one o’clock the last time he had checked. Alone he sat in the Ten Bells Pub, savoring the worth of his well earned money. It was not uncommon for the pub to get rowdy; drunks, beggars, prostitutes, and the desperate all made their rounds in the smoky establishment. Gilbert watched their workings in disdain. Such disgusting animals these patrons were! While he dabbled in the drink, he never found himself tripping over air like those bumbling buffoons.

He could not help his eyes as they rolled upon seeing a fight break out. That was his cue to leave, as it was just about every night. With the drink paid for, Gilbert placed his black top hat upon his head and maneuvered his way out of the building. It was difficult, because a crowd had formed to watch the brawl. The whole lot of them could be gone in an instant, and all it would take would be a small fire. The panic would create a stampede, a riot, and the wasteful garbage would be taken care of. Trampled to death – just the fate they should suffer!

It should be noted that Gilbert, while not a wealthy man, prided himself in his gentlemen appearance. Dressed impeccably, he did not walk down the streets but rather glided with an arrogant swagger. Elegance was the key, as a poor man can be viewed rich if he could wear hand-me-downs as tastefully as Gilbert Davies did. The top hat, the trousers, the coat, and even the golden pocket watch tucked into the waistcoat were not bought by him. Each one of them had been given to him by his doctor friend, Jonathon Faulke.

One would ask, “Why is a poor man wearing wealthy clothing while visiting a pub on a work night?” The answer is simple, as Gilbert would have told you. The streets of Whitechapel were littered with nobodies. Some of them were dying or perhaps even dead already. They wore rags and patches, with the grime of the street painting their forlorn faces. The stench you smelt as you passed by them was unbearable. Men pressured you into buying stolen goods and drugs; women solicited themselves for a cheap price. If a man walked down those streets, dressed smartly and clean, the way parted for him, because those beggars knew his words alone were worth more than all of them combined.

However, if those beggars assumed you to be rich, certain risks and trials accompanied you. This did not bother Gilbert so much, as he was a known face in Whitechapel and was rarely provoked by anyone. The greatest annoyance he faced were those damned, drunk, insolvent women. A single rich man that entered or exited a pub was, in their eyes, almost certainly searching for company.

As luck would have it, on that early morning of Tuesday, the 7th of August, 1888, a middle-aged woman had her eye on Gilbert for some time. He had felt the presence of eyes on him for about five minutes before he left the pub. That presence had followed him outside. Gilbert had learned you must always be on your toes on the streets at night. The keen senses of Mr. Davies prompted him to turn around. His brown eyes darted back and forth throughout the desolate streets. Nothing seemed out of the ordinary. Well, compared to any other night in Whitechapel, that is.

Movement directly behind him caused instinct to take over. Within a moment, he had turned completely around, grabbed his attacker by the throat and prepared himself to fight. His eyes were squinted so tight in his sudden anger that wrinkles formed near his eyes, which caused his appearance to age ten years. With his top lip raised and quivering, the slightly intoxicated and thoroughly angered Gilbert nearly killed his assailant. That is, until he realized it was a woman. A drunken woman. She could have only wanted one thing.

Rationality took control back from his rage, and his trembling hand retreated from her neck. Sighing, Gilbert allowed his facial features to relax. A polite smile carved itself onto his lips. “You really must be more careful, madam,” he advised.

“Oy,” she slurred. Alcohol reeked from her breath. Gilbert felt a displeased growl building in his throat.

Not wanting to fend off any advances, he immediately stated, “I have work in the morning. If you wouldn’t mind allowing me to return home, I’m already rather late.”

“Oy, late fo what, boy?” she asked. “Ya don’t ‘ave a misses, I cahn tell.” A short, chubby finger ran itself along Gilbert’s waistcoat buttons. It produced the opposite effect of what she aimed for.

Gilbert felt his eyes squint again as he tried to decode the woman’s words. The combination of a slight slur and the accent had thrown him off. He did not like women who talked too much. Quickly, he rebounded. “Correct,” he admitted. Before she could get any ideas of a possible deal he explained, “However, I prefer silent women who are,” he stopped to take in her appearance, “slightly more attractive. If you’ll excuse me?”

Offended, she moved out of Gilbert’s way. He tipped his hat to her in a mocking manner. It was not a lie he spoke to simply move her out of his path. Gilbert was not one to solicit prostitutes. Besides, he had spoken truth, as the woman was a bit overweight, short, and with the most distracting nose he had ever set eyes on. She must have been twice his age. It should also be mentioned that Gilbert did not find the intoxicated appealing. All of those traits reminded him of a woman from his past. It wasn’t a woman he had sexual relations with, however. This woman had been with him for nine, long, pitiful years.

Gilbert felt his body tremble in disgust. Being solicited by a prostitute had already unsettled his digestive system; to immediately think of his mother afterwards had sent him straight into a revolted state. The memories had not affected him in a negative way. Why should they? The Faulkes had taken him in, raised him; they were his family. The whore whose name was scribbled on his birth certificate meant nothing to him. She meant nothing to anyone, really. In fact, her disappearance had not changed a thing in the slums. Instead, it freed Gilbert of that obnoxious drunk.

Stopped dead in his tracks, Gilbert’s eyes returned slits, his lips thinned as he calculated his moves. He may have been born a slum-boy, but he had the quickest, cleverest mind. Would anyone notice if the disgusting creature behind him was gone? Of course, there was no use pondering of it, as Gilbert would never murder a woman. The thing behind him wasn’t a woman, though. She was trash, just like those men in the pub, just like the useless street peddlers outside Jonathon’s window.

“I need a drink,” Gilbert muttered. Jonathon was too focused on his own thoughts to realize that statement was not part of the story. Gilbert, angered, twirled around from the window and barked, “I need a drink!” Jonathon jumped at the outburst. Immediately he went to the cabinet behind his desk and dug out his hidden bottle. He also found a glass for the both of them, and poured a full glass in one and filled the other only to half. Before Jonathon could protest, Gilbert grabbed the full glass and downed it.

Jonathon filled the other to the top, and then refilled Gilbert’s glass. “A little upset, Gil?” he asked. When his friend only sneered, Jonathon pressed on, “I didn’t hear how you killed her. Did you strangle her?”

“No, no,” Gilbert told him, “I had escorted her a bit down the road. I can’t remember exactly where we were at; I think it was George Yard. I had been thinking rather deeply about how I would end her life. Strangulation seemed to be the best option, as the murder would have been largely ignored. As we made our way down the road I remembered the pen-knife I had folded up in my pocket.”

Gilbert took another drink. Jonathon had not even touched his own. Instead he watched his distraught friend stare sideways towards the bookshelf, a very unusual look in his eyes. Gilbert looked tired as shadows had developed under his eyes. When Gilbert did not finish his story, Jonathon knew it was time to ask questions. “So you stabbed her,” he concluded.

“No, I drowned her,” he sarcastically shot back. “Of course I stabbed her.”

“Did you make sure she was dead?” Jonathon asked, disturbed at his own question. Did he make sure she was dead! Indeed, what a thing to ask! He should be damning his friend for committing such an act, not making sure he silenced the victim!

Gilbert turned his attention back to Jonathon. Their eyes connected for a brief moment before the dark orbs of Gilbert wandered down to gaze at the last gulp of alcohol that remained in his glass. He could have laughed upon seeing his friend seated on the edge of his desk, leaned forward as if his very life rested on this one detail. Jonathon’s green eyes were wide with curiosity. If Gilbert did not know any better, he would say his friend was excited, perhaps even enchanted, that his oldest chum had committed a grisly murder.

“Oh, she was dead,” Gilbert answered. “I must have stabbed her thirty or forty times.”

“Thirty or forty -! Why in God’s name did you stab her thirty or forty times!”

Gilbert sighed. His voice was low, which signaled to Jonathon he really was not confident in what he was about to say. “I don’t know. The first time I hit her in the torso. When she opened her mouth to cry, I stabbed her again,” he stopped long enough to look back at Jonathon. “I couldn’t stop myself, John. I-I think I may have enjoyed it.”

“You enjoyed it!” Jonathon yelped, flabbergasted.

“Really, you should keep your voice down before Elizabeth gets suspicious of our relationship,” Gilbert joked. Jonathon would not stand for joking.

“Well if you wouldn’t surprise me with such things!” Jonathon snapped back.

“If you wouldn’t ask so many questions, perhaps you wouldn’t get so many surprises,” Gilbert offered. Jonathon opened his mouth to argue but was quickly silenced by Gilbert. “You’ve never killed anyone, John, you couldn’t understand,” he said. “It was so – so satisfying.”

Jonathon’s expression changed from irritated to speechless. He watched as his friend set his now empty glass down onto an end table. His eyes did not leave Gilbert’s form as he walked from the end table back to the window again. Jonathon hated it when he could not see Gilbert’s face during deep conversations. Although he could keep his voice fairly even, his brown eyes never lied. Shadows of the night created an eerie silhouette of his good friend. It was not the greatest setting to hear such an awful confession.

Finally, after a few minutes of silence, Gilbert turned back to face Jonathon. “You’ve cut people before,” he explained. “You know what it feels like for a knife to pierce the skin of another. Yet you’ve never done it with devilish intent. Never in your life have you done anything with devilish intent. You couldn’t possibly understand the satisfaction.”

“Of course I couldn’t,” Jonathon admitted. “I never wanted to kill anyone! What could I possibly compare that to?”

“Do you really want me to answer that?”

“Not particularly,” Jonathon mumbled, though he already knew Gilbert would answer no matter what. His friend stepped away from the window and approached him. The flames from the fireplace to the left of Gilbert casted an upsetting shade over his face. There was a toothy grin present as his eyes lit up with a sinful spark. He prepared himself for a very detailed and gruesome report about the lust Gilbert harbored for piecing flesh.

“Jonathon?”

Poor Jonathon jumped again. He turned from his seat on his desk towards his door. Gilbert had stopped his advancement and also focused his attention on the intruder. Elizabeth looked between the two men and wondered if she interrupted something important. Nervously, she adjusted her gown as the silence consumed the three of them.

“Yes, darling?” Jonathon finally asked. He stood upright and gave her his full attention.

“Have you read the newspaper?” she inquired. Gilbert felt his breath catch in his throat. The crime was ghastly enough it had probably made headlines, and with the shouts Elizabeth had more than likely concluded that Gilbert had murdered someone. Elizabeth was a good girl; she wouldn’t snitch on him, would she? He had his doubts when her eyes shifted nervously over to him. Warmly, he offered a smile, which she tried her best to return.

“You seem awfully tired, Elizabeth,” he observed. As she handed the newspaper over to Jonathon, Gilbert approached her and offered his hand before he motioned towards a chair. She smiled at him and accepted the offer, allowing herself to be escorted. Once she was lovingly seated by Gilbert, he asked, “Did my good friend keep you up last night?”

“Oh!”

“Gilbert!”

Gilbert tried his best not to laugh. It was so easy to get the two of them riled up! “I’m afraid if there are anymore shouts like those the neighbors might think something indecent is happening in here,” he joked again. Upon seeing the deep blush on embarrassed Elizabeth’s face and the flushed cheeks of the angered Jonathon, he decided it was best to leave before he made a bigger fool of himself.

“If you’ll excuse me,” he said to the two of them, “it’s getting late and I can’t afford to miss work tomorrow.”

“Uh, yes, of course,” Jonathon stuttered as he set the newspaper down. “Elizabeth, why don’t you show Gilbert to the door?” he requested as he took the chair behind his desk.

“Are you alright?” Gilbert asked his friend. Jonathon nodded and waved him off. Based on the way Jonathon rubbed his temples, he probably had a severe headache. Gilbert turned to Elizabeth and offered his hand once more. He assisted her to her feet and then followed her lead out the door of Jonathon’s study.

In truth, Gilbert did not need Elizabeth to show him to the door. This was his second home; surely Jonathon was aware of that. As he walked down the long hallway, he focused his attention on the many works of art collected upon the walls. Jonathon never cared much for art, but Elizabeth was very fond of paintings. Gilbert shook his head and let out a small chuckle. How much money had Jonathon spent on these paintings for a girl he was not even married to yet? Gilbert had prided himself in never being so foolish.

After walking down the stairs Gilbert found himself at the entryway to his friend’s house. He watched as Elizabeth scurried off to gather his coat and hat. What an obedient woman she was! He thanked her earnestly for her hospitality as she placed the coat over his shoulders and helped his arms inside. Just as he placed his top hat on his head, he heard her speak.

“Gilbert, may I ask you a question?” she squeaked. Brow raised, he turned to face her. She refused eye contact, and Gilbert felt himself gazing about the room. What would he do if she suspected? He couldn’t harm her, not his little Elizabeth!

“Of course, anything. I’d do anything for you and Jonathon,” he assured her. He hoped he sounded convincing enough she would not ask about anything related to murder. Apparently, his statement had slowed her down. There was a long silence in which they both remained unmoving, afraid of what the other was truly thinking.

Gilbert had always been jealous of Jonathon, though he would never admit it. How his thin, light featured friend had managed to woo the beauty standing before him, Gilbert would never know. At first, he convinced himself Elizabeth had accepted Jonathon’s proposal simply for the inheritance he had received from his father. It took some time, but Gilbert had learned that this kindhearted girl in front of him would never do such a thing. She was truly and madly in love with his best friend; and Gilbert hated them both for it.

Not that he had any desire to be with her. In his eyes, she was just a naïve girl; he treated her like a little sister and nothing more. Rather it was envy over the reality that Gilbert had not and seemingly would not ever fall in love. Never would he meet someone who looked as stunning as Elizabeth did that night, in that blue gown with her hair falling delicately over her shoulders. Never would the fates allow him to encounter someone with a heart as wonderful as hers.

“I’m sorry, did you say something?” she asked. He was brought of out his stupor instantly.

“Hm, no, I don’t believe I did,” he admitted. “I am a bit intoxicated right now, so I apologize if I offended you. It’s been a long day.”

“That’s what I wanted to talk to you about,” she revealed, which caused Gilbert’s throat to choke. Tenderly and pleadingly, she grasped his arm and confessed, “You and John are such close chums. He’s been acting strange recently. I know work is difficult for him, perhaps you can convince him to do something fun for once?”

Gilbert pretended to give it thought, and then answered, “Of course.”

He was rewarded with a kiss on the cheek. “Thank you so much, Gil,” she smiled. “Please be careful on your way home. Don’t let anyone suspicious looking near you. Who knows what could happen with that killer on the loose!”

Gilbert grinned and tipped his hat as he exited the house. “Oh, I don’t know Elizabeth,” he said, “I think the only one who has to fear that man is himself.”

Davies and Faulke

Posted in The Ripper with tags , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , on November 3, 2008 by Jackie

Posted the first chapter on Fiction Press. Please go read and review. People’s opinions on the overall story will affect how I adapt it to script.

http://www.fictionpress.com/s/2591654/1/Davies_and_Faulke

About America

Posted in Uncategorized with tags , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , on November 3, 2008 by Jackie

Let met start this off by saying, I’m not here to preach or teach or any of that. I don’t have any numbers – whether they’re statistics or facts. All I know is that I’m an American, and I’m pissed off. You should be, too. Unfortunately, you don’t know what to be mad about. So I’ll enlighten you.

That swirling, festering anxiety feeling in your stomach is pure, unadulterated anger towards your fellow countrymen. You haven’t realized this yet because you’re too busy crying at the gas pump or weeping over your bills.

Heh, let’s begin with a history lesson. There was a time, some… oh 232 years ago… when a group of settlers kicked some serious red-coat ass. They were led by rich farmers and drunks, who wanted nothing more than to be rich, drunk farmers without the interference of that meddlesome king. They didn’t shy away from this faraway baddie, whose minions lurked on their very streets. Instead, they got pissed off and wrote a letter.

They really didn’t have the slightest idea of what they were doing. They just knew there was something seriously wrong with the way their lives were being controlled. Caged and taxed, the wild animals of the colonies used their claws to lash out at the oppressor.

Hold up. Enough of the history lesson. You want to know why in God’s name I’m telling you this, right? Oh, sorry, sorry! I shouldn’t have said, “God,” I know how much that offends a slight minority of the population.

Heh, well, if that offends you, be prepared to hate me.

You are all fucking morons. While you cry and weep over the gas and bills, I laugh all the way to the bank. But, alas, soon I shall cry, too. Why, you ask? As I watch with helplessness and a whimpering heart, slowly – but surely – our financial freedom is being torn away from us.

And, dammit, it’s all your fault!

“Now, now, Jackie, don’t blame those poor, defenseless Americans – they didn’t know any better!” Please, don’t feed me shit. It’s unhealthy and quite frankly disgusts me. If you thought you could buy $30,000 worth of stuff on a piece of plastic and not have to pay it back, you are a moron.

Sadly, these morons are the ones who vote, also. I know, I know, don’t bring it up! We’ve heard it a million times. After all, it is election year.

It needs to be brought up. And all of you morons out there need to pay attention! Put away the credit card – it’s a figure of speech.

I’m not sure if you’re aware of this, but the reason I lectured you all on our amazing history is because we’ve forgotten it. There was a time in which we would have fought the most powerful government in the world simply so it would leave us alone. Now, as we dig ourselves a hole and slip in, we beg, beg, beg the government to pull us out.

The rope of safety only reaches so far, my friends. So put down your shovels for one moment and look up. You want to curse and scream at those who dangle the rope just a few feet above your head. Why don’t they lower it further? You wonder. I told you – it only reaches so far. Don’t blame them, they’re trying.

No, no, it’s not the shovel’s fault either! You see, it’s an inanimate object and doesn’t control itself. The shovel cannot dig that hole for you. It is you, my silly little gardener, who controls the shovel and digs the hole.

Did I confuse you? Here, let me explain – that hole is “debt,” the shovel could be “credit cards” or “loans,” those people above are “the government,” and that rope is the lifeline you so desperately want.

I have a question. It’s really simple, so don’t think too hard. How much of your life do you want the government to control? They already control how much fat you can eat. They’re ready to control your finances. They’re so afraid of offending people, they shy away from words such as “God.” God! Of all things to be afraid of!

Here’s an idea. It’s just an idea. How about we make McDonalds illegal until your 25. Get rid of credit cards, what good are they? Loans are pointless abolish them like we did slavery (I just offended someone). The only way to get God and faith completely out of school and government is just to make that illegal, too. How about that? Make religion illegal.

Hey, no need to yell at me about it! You’ve all be allowing them to do this! Don’t yell at them about it! They’re only doing what you ask of them!

Oh, there I go, laughing again. Isn’t that funny? Don’t you find it humorous? Can you even control that bubbling, rumbling bellowing laugh that wants to escape those twisted lips? We’re asking them to take our rights away, because we’re too damn stupid to control our own lives.

Whoa, hold up. Does that mean those high taxes are your fault, too? Why, yes, simple, foolish creature, they are! Now, you see, we live in a capitalist society. That means our economy runs on competition. Would you rather make $45,000 a year, or $300,000 a year?

Me? Well, I’d rather make $45,000. Don’t laugh! That’s rude! You made me this way. You, my precious gardener, planted such a wonderful flower last spring. It has bloomed to be the most vivid color the world has ever seen! Can’t you see it, just outside your kitchen window? It’s the color of taxes!

Why the hell would you want to make $300,000 if everyone in the nation thinks that’s too much money? Now, just a second, I have to take some painkillers for this headache I’m getting. A lot of people who make that kind of money rightfully deserve it. Rarely does someone simply “get lucky.” It’s all about kicking ass and taking names.

So these people work their asses off and suddenly we take their hard earned cash away. What do we do with this money? Give it to the poor, of course!

Suddenly, since all of that money is being given away, everyone wants to be poor! Why work for it when you can get it for free, from our friendly neighborhood government? No one gets rich, no one gets taxed, and now what do we do? We’re all poor, uneducated, in debt, and controlled by our favorite tag team of destruction – yes, that’s right, the government!

Let me let you in on a secret: If you take away the rich’s money, to give to the poor, we become a socialist society. That’s like having the government point a gun to your head and say, “Listen, bitch, put the cash and any valuables in the bag and no one gets hurt!” Within a week, everyone has a check of equal value in their trusty mailbox.

Gotta love that mailbox. It’s where we get postcards, wedding invitations, coupon books, and bills.

Are you mad yet? No, not yet? Let me assist.

If you think the President is the beginning and end to all of your problems, you need to go back to high school. Yes, I just called you an idiot. Apparently you didn’t pay attention in Civics class. It’s all about our favorite group of lawyers and bureaucrats – Congress!

That’s right ladies and gentlemen, the next time you want to punch a road worker in the face for repaving the same road the for fourth time in four years you can thank your local representative. Wait, do you… even know who they are? You don’t?

Oh, damn. You really are an idiot.

Mad yet? Well, get mad! Get angry! I don’t know what you need to do with that anger, but we’ll find out. Maybe we’ll write a history-changing letter about the simple rights of men. Perhaps we’ll have the guts to take on the greatest, strongest government in the world so we can reclaim our place.

All I know is you need to tell people you’re mad. Don’t hide it. Get others mad, too. I don’t care if they’re mad at themselves or their best friends – I don’t give a damn if they curse God or the government. Spread the word, my gardeners. Be foolish no more.

I want to see this rant everywhere. Wear it on a T-shirt. Write it on a sign. Print it out and post it on your community or school’s bulletin board. Stuff it in envelops and place them in mailboxes. Tell them you wrote it, tell them your friend wrote it, tell them some mad, crazy woman with too much time on her hands wrote it.

I don’t want to be played by lawyers and bureaucrats any longer. I don’t want my hard earned cash going to some fool in a welfare line. I don’t need handouts. No longer shall my life be ran by bureaucracy, mediocrity, and hypocrisy. This is a movement – a revolution. Not one of violence, not one of rumbling despair. It is a silent, gale wind, which carries on the words of men. It rests in justice, liberty, the pursuit of happiness – all things taken for granted, but precious beyond simple definitions. This is your life, my friends.

Veil of Silence

Posted in Timber with tags , on November 3, 2008 by Jackie

The Veil of Silence
The veil of silence covers us once more;
Our heartbeats forge the marching drum.
Do we as mere men have any right
To crow for the deceased?

Their hearts cry out for freedom;
Their souls cry out for peace!
But only the noble sing praises of the dead;
Verse and prose glorify the life they bled.

With war drums they hum a soldier’s song:
The brave in khaki, the courageous march on!
Be stout, bold sons we’ve called upon;
Falter not, their dearest lovers, and push on!

Hell on Earth, decaying and burning flesh;
Upon the horizon moaning men thresh.
Ragged breathing, fear in tired eyes;
The flame of innocence lost its life!

The dawn is here, the day has arrived.
Dig through the bodies, has anyone survived?
Forever it waves in the sky, the flag of war -
Cast aside the veil of silence, let it strangle us no more!

~jKub, 08
For Supplement Story VI:
The Bravest Never Fought

As a personal note, I would like to mention since this was written as part of another story, which in itself is full of enough characters to populate a universe, please do not start a political debate with me. My personal feelings are left out of my writings for the sake of presenting several view points on many different subjects. In this particular case, it was written by a character voicing his displeasure of pro-war propaganda.

What do I think of pro-war propaganda? It does not matter. I’m not here to force my viewpoint onto you. Rather, I would like the characters to give you the opportunity to open your eyes to several viewpoints. As you read, you will find what you, yourself, was looking for.

Please keep that in mind if you ever read Timber or Cry for Francis (this includes any of their supplement stories)

The Chaplain’s Son

Posted in Timber Supplement Stories with tags , , , on November 3, 2008 by Jackie
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Supplement Story V:
The Chaplain’s Son
Well, here’s the story of Warren and Lindsey’s son, Royal. Wow… This was interesting to write. Warren was a writer, if anything other than a Chaplain, and was influenced by poetry a lot. Royal was very… lost… after his father died, but I figure that if he is like his father in anything other than looks, it would be words.

The three poems used (and modified) in here are The Soldier, Bingen on the Rhine (my fav.) and The Dug-Out, in that order.
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If I should die, think only this of me…

Royal was at ease, despite the events that had taken place earlier. Pride had been pouring out of every bit of his being, for he had marched home in a new set of khaki. The lad had thought for sure his mother would be happy and proud. Wasn’t his father a soldier, too? He remembered listening fondly to the stories his father would tell, or the memories his mother would recall. However, when he opened the door to his home, he thought for sure his mother was going to have a heart attack.

The argument that followed had slipped from his mind. There was only one piece that he could remember clearly. After much yelling, crying, and fighting, his mother’s voice failed her, and the only thing she could say to him was: “Royal, my dear son, all your father has fought for was for naught. When you were born, he told me our children would never have to see war. Oh, my son, when will men learn?” After she asked him that, she retired to her room, leaving a very confused young man standing in the kitchen. Without much thought, he turned and left also, heading to the one place that meant everything to him.

When he was just a boy, his father had brought him here and told him, “This is a very special place to me. I come here whenever I have troubles.” Of course, Royal was very young and thought there was no way his father could have troubles. However, as he grew, Royal learned that no man goes without a set of worries and troubles. And as he rested there, the day passed him by, and so did any thoughts of war or his mother. The only thing on his mind was the moon as it took the place of the sun in the sky, illuminating Carson’s Path and the river near his feet. If only he could be as powerful as the moon, pushing and pulling the oceans of the Earth…

“I thought I’d find you here!” a girl cried from just beyond the trees. Instead of sitting up, he craned his neck backwards and from his position saw an upside down girl. He had to roll over onto his belly to make her appear right-side up, his eyes never leaving the lass before him. His lips formed a smile when he saw her proud face. “Look at you! So handsome in that uniform.”

“They say beauty shines its best in the moonlight,” Royal muttered from where he was laying. “You, my darling Evelyn, are proof of this.” His smile went from a twisting of the lips to a toothy grin when he saw the red blush appear on her cheeks. If there was anything other than handsome looks he received from his father, it was his over-the-top speech. Royal, in any other sense, was not a Chaplain’s son. He had forsaken the Lord and any teachings the church preached after his father was killed. If God had willing took such a faithful man, and left such a faithful wife to weep, He was not a God he wanted to believe in.

Although he didn’t want to get up from his comfortable spot in the grass, he did anyhow. Once standing he walked over to his charming girlfriend and extended an arm for her to take. She accepted, and he escorted her down Carson’s Path in the moonlight. They were silent, enjoying the cool breeze of that summer night.

As the poppy fields came into view, Evelyn broke from Royal’s arm and rushed out into the fields. The lad smiled as he watched her twirl under the moonlight in their favorite field in all of the nation – if not the world. It wasn’t thirty seconds later when she rushed back to him, grabbed his arm and pulled him out into the field with her. While she led him in a waltz, the dazed lad tried to gather his thoughts. There was a reason why he had wanted to see her, but in that moment he was lost completely. Something about the way the moon shone in her eyes, her small hand in his, the bashful smile on her beautiful face…

“Evelyn, we need to talk,” he suddenly said, his tone very serious. She stopped mid step, realizing how important it must have been. He grasped her hands softly. The tips of his ears turned red as he noticed her unwavering gaze. The khaki must have made him extremely attractive, because he had never seen that look before. He took a deep breath, “Evelyn, now that I’m enlisted, it’s time we had a conversation about… about the future.”

“What do you mean?”

“Do you… want to stay together?’

“Of course, Royal! There’s something irresistibly romantic about having a dashing suitor, fighting a war.”

“Every now and then, I’m reminded why I love you,” Royal said with a smile. Evelyn could only smile back. He knew very well that she was afraid in her heart, but would not let it show. So he, as her protector, would not let her know how frightened he was. If she could be brave for him, he would have to be brave for her. But then, he thought of something, and his smile faltered for a brief moment, only to return when he said: “Wouldn’t it be much more ‘romantic’ to be the wife of a soldier?”

Royal was expecting a tearful acceptance of his indirect proposal. Needless to say, when Evelyn broke herself away from him and turned her back, Royal was very confused. It seemed as though the young man couldn’t figure out what women were thinking, whether it was his own mother or his most beloved. He waited patiently in the silence for her response – even just an explanation would suffice. She didn’t turn to face him when she whispered: “I don’t know how you could ask that of me.”

“Ask that of you!” Royal shouted. It was an accident to raise his voice, but damn he was upset. It seemed as though the moment he put on his uniform, he lost the love and respect of those he cared the most about. “What do you mean, Evelyn? I love you!” When she still hadn’t faced him, he carefully placed his hands on her shoulders.

“Knowing what your mother had to go through, how could you ask me to go through that, Roy?” she asked. It was only during serious situations in which she used his nickname, Roy, and so the young man’s grip on her shoulders tightened.

“What difference does it make?” Royal responded. “If you love me, it will hurt either way if I die. Is it because I may not be home for years? Evelyn, I would wait for a hundred years for you, please tell me that four or five isn’t too long for you.”

“It’s not that,” she murmured. Finally, she turned to face him, if only to remove his hands from her shoulders. In the light of the moon, he could see the streaks of tears rolling down her cheeks. As much as he wanted to wipe the tears from her face, he knew now wasn’t the time. Evelyn was peculiar about when Royal was allowed to make such gestures, and this was clearly not one of those times. “Roy, listen to me,” she whispered, using her hands to cup his sturdy face. He took this as an opportunity to grasp her wrists and carefully caress them. She did not tell him to let go, and instead spoke: “It’s not about me really, but our child.”

“Child? Well, Evelyn, we won’t have any until after I return. I don’t care about children now, I’m more worried about you.”

She had her hands slip from his face, out of his grip, and fall to her sides. Royal sighed – he knew there was no convincing her. This conclusion was confirmed when she hung her head and said, “We can’t.” When she turned to leave, he didn’t stop her, but instead watched her as she treaded through the poppy field and out of sight. He went to shout, “I will write!” but couldn’t get his voice to rise above a simple whisper.

Be sure, however, that he did write, the moment he was sent overseas. Each letter was covered with blessings and poetry. Never once did he fail to mention how much he wished to be home, and how much he longed to see her again. All were signed, “With Loyalty and Love, Forever; Roy T.” Yet he failed to tell her how scared he was – how each moment was full of anxiousness and fright. There was never a word about the death of his comrades – how he had seen and felt hell, how the horrors of war had surely changed him for eternity.

It was near Christmas time, a little over three years later, when a letter addressed to his home arrived. There was no decoration and no splendid telling of glory. Instead, when the letter was opened, they found that Royal had turned to simple snippets of poetry to convey his feelings.

If I should die, think only this of me: That there’s some corner of a foreign field that is forever for my Evelyn. Tell my mother that her other sons shall comfort her old age… For my father was a soldier, and even as a child my heart leapt forth to hear him tell of struggles fierce and wild; Tell my sister not to weep for me, and sob with drooping head, for her brother was a soldier and not afraid to die, and if a comrade seek her love, I ask her in my name to listen to him kindly without regret or shame; There’s another, not a sister, in the happy days by, tell her — the last night of my life — I dreamed I stood with her, and saw the yellow sunlight shine, and her little hand lay lightly, confidently in mine – But we’ll meet no more off Carson’s Path, oh Evelyn of mine…

The man who delivered the letter, with a straight face the best he could muster, had no comforting words for those who read the notice. He could only say, “Royal Thorpe was a brave man, you should be proud of the sacrifice he made for his country…” Truth be told, Royal was not the bravest of them all. But the messenger could not tell the sorrowful family that their beloved was shaking in fear at every gunshot – that he had cried, wept in the rain from fear and confusion. Nor could he tell them that their soldier boy had bled, slowly, for days because of an injury. Instead, the messenger said, “It was a quick, painless, and honorable death.”

The mother nodded her head, having heard that line once before, but still couldn’t stop the tears from falling. The sister was comforted by the youngest lad of the family, who promised one day he would get revenge against the tyrants of the foreign land for what they had done to their once happy home.

And poor Evelyn – with a heavy heart and sorrowful sigh – held on tightly to the son Royal had unknowingly left behind and quoted, if only in a hushed tone, “You are too young to fall asleep forever…”

Patriotic Charlie

Posted in Timber Supplement Stories with tags , , , on November 3, 2008 by Jackie

Supplement Story IV:
Patriotic Charlie

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“Another day, another setback.”

Ethan Hunter tossed his pen down onto his desk, not really minding where it ended up. It was late out, though what time it was exactly he didn’t care to know. Despite the fact the majority of his staff had went home hours ago, he stayed situated in his not-so-comfortable office chair, finishing up the pile of documents on his desk. You would think he could just sign them electronically, considering how much society relied on computers. It didn’t matter to him either way – he much preferred paper and pen anyhow. There’s something about holding it in your hand, knowing it actually exists…

There was an envelope placed inside a drawer to his left. While thinking about how much he favored paper over a computer, his mind drifted to said envelope. He opened the drawer and removed the envelope, holding it in his hand to be sure it was real. For some reason, he just couldn’t believe what he held actually existed. It hadn’t been opened yet, because he was just too nervous to read what the letter contained. Legible, beautiful handwriting on the envelope claimed it was from her. If she didn’t completely avoid the question, the letter would either make or break his future.

Maybe it was a cowardly way to ask, but there wasn’t any other option. She wouldn’t be home for another seven months and he had to know now. Yet, with his shaking hands and unsteady breath, he was too afraid to open the damn envelope. After a hard days work, he wouldn’t be able to stomach rejection. If she had said yes, it would mean a new life, a new beginning, and a new set of troubles. But those were troubles he was more than willing to face! As if he didn’t already face such worries; if he received word that she was injured or killed, the newly elected senator wouldn’t be able to face tomorrow.

Through his open door, he saw someone rushing down the hallway. It was a tall lad, a little lanky, but with the spirit and ambition to one day be a very famous politician. “Hey, Charlie!” Ethan called out. The young man backtracked and stuck his head through the doorframe.

“Yes, Mr. Hunter?” he asked.

“Come in here a second,” Ethan said, waving him in. Charlie fully entered Ethan’s office and approached his desk. He wanted to make a comment how badly Ethan needed to organize out his stuff – his desk was a disaster. Instead, he bit his tongue and waited patiently for further instructions. “Sit, sit, for Christ’s sake boy! Are you always so stiff?” Ethan ordered, motioning to a chair. Charlie took a seat, still not completely relaxed. He was just an intern there, and Ethan gave off such a proud atmosphere around the office that Charlie always felt a bit nervous around him.

Ethan wasn’t too much older than Charlie. The senator was just over thirty, and Charlie was in his early twenties. But there was a completely different tone between the two. Ethan was a respected and well-known politician, very handsome, educated, and self-confident. Charlie was a recent graduate of political science, with no experience in such a haughty world, but with amazing character. Although uneasy around Ethan, Charlie was aware that he was truly a kind man, nothing like the other politicians he had met.

“Your younger brother is in the military, isn’t he?” Ethan inquired. Charlie nodded.

“Yes, Mr. Hunter. Infantry,” came Charlie’s reply.

“Infantry, huh? Well, God bless them. They’ll need all the blessing they can get, won’t they?” said Ethan. Charlie made no noise or motion in response. “Want to know a secret, Charlie?” Ethan asked. He didn’t wait for the lad to respond. The senator leaned forward on his desk, using his arms to support his upper body. He spoke in a quiet manner, as if he was about to explain the darkest of all secrets. “I hate war.

“I’ve flown over the battlefield before. You look over to your side, out the window just to your right, and there, down on the ground, was once a city. A massive city, home to citizens and businesses. The buildings have been destroyed, with smoke rising high into the sky. You catch a glimpse of bodies – hundreds of them. Maimed, destroyed, bleeding, burning – there’s always one or two still alive. The cries are so loud, so horrible you can hear them over the sound of anything, even the helicopter. I have walked on the same soil where blood has been spilled in the name of peace or patriotism. You can see in the eyes of those who walk with you that they want to go home. They don’t want to kill or die. I have visited hospitals in which there are men who have lost limbs and lives. No one, Charlie, who believes in democracy, believes in war.”

“Um, Mr. Hunter, if you don’t mind me asking,” Charlie nervously spoke. “What good is patriotism if one isn’t willing to fight and die for their country?”

“What is patriotism, Charlie?” Ethan asked. The lad took a minute to think.

“Well, I suppose patriotism is defending the nation, at all costs,” Charlie answered.

“Sacrificing something for the betterment of the country? Charlie, if the government is corrupt, is it patriotic to fight against it?”

“What!” Charlie yelped, surprised. It was an interesting question, but to hear it from a member of the government was very unusual!  “I- I suppose… I suppose the nation isn’t the government, it’s… well, Mr. Hunter, it’s what the people believe in. Patriotism isn’t about borders and the government. It’s about doing what is necessary to defend the common rights of the citizens. If the government is exercising too much authority, or taking away those rights, than a true patriot would fight against it.”

Ethan leaned back in his seat, placing his hands behind his head. He knew Charlie was meant to be a leader. There was something about the way the kid thought – how he was able to see beyond the nations and titles. Charlie looked at the human race in terms of individual people, not classes or nations. “You’re a smart kid. You give me a sense of hope for the future. Most kids these days don’t understand things – either they’re blind nationalists or idiotic anarchists. They tend to be war mongrels or pacifistic, never realizing that there is a time for harmony and a place for defending yourself. Humans are not simple creatures.

“There’s going to be a time, Charlie, I don’t know when – maybe tomorrow, maybe in a century – when the patriots will have to wage war against our government. They may fight with guns, they may fight with words, but as long as we have men like you, I’m not worried about a damn thing,” Ethan spoke. He grabbed the envelope that rested on his desk and held it up saying, “If you are willing to face the uncertain future, while being certain in yourself; if you can face the worries of your heart without losing ambition or longing; if you can believe in something greater than yourself, if you can fight doubters, swindlers, and contenders, you’ll be a leader yet, Charlie.”

The young intern said nothing. There was a reason why Ethan Hunter was so well loved by everyone. Suddenly, he didn’t feel so nervous around the senator. He watched as Ethan took the envelope, and with a bit of anxiety, opened it up to read the contents of its letter. Never before had such an expression etched itself onto Ethan’s face. It was some weird combination of tension and thought. But it was soon replaced with a smile that stretched from ear to ear. He looked to his clock to see it was just past midnight.

Carefully, he folded the letter and placed it in his shirt’s pocket. To Charlie, he said, “A new day means new hope. If the people don’t believe that, if you don’t believe that, then the future has already been decided – defeat. If you believe in democracy you don’t believe in war. If you believe in humanity, the noble side of all those who are born sinners, than you know somewhere in that vast heart of yours Charlie, that democracy and patriotism has nothing to do with it. It’s about… sacrificing something for the betterment of all mankind – believing that we are destined for things greater than war.”

Carson’s Path

Posted in Timber Supplement Stories with tags , , on November 2, 2008 by Jackie
Supplement Story II:
Carson’s Path
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I fell asleep down by the river again…

It was his favorite spot. No matter what time of day it was, the trees created a canopy which blocked out any unwanted sun. The grass was lush, wild, and just a bit damp. His neck could feel the little blades tickling him, as if they wanted to get his attention. That breeze – it was perfect! – the way it rolled off of the calm river water and swept over him, playing with his hair and sending the dark strands dancing across his forehead. A content sigh escaped his lips as he enjoyed the refreshing air. At this spot, no matter his troubles, he could lie under the trees, on the grass, near the river and simply be a boy.

Just as sleep had overcome him, a warm hand found its way to his face. His dark eyes fluttered open to see a delicate girl hovering over him. He couldn’t help but lean into her soft hand caressing his face, and his thin lips twisted into a satisfied smile. This comfortable spot just got more delightful. If there was ever any person he had wanted to see it was her. To him, she was perfect. Others didn’t think so, as he clearly remembered his friend saying she was too skinny, too fragile; her hair was too brunette, too plain; her eyes were just brown with no life in them; she had no sense of adventure, just devotion; she was just too boring.

Where did his friend get such ideas? Surely he could see that she was of a small frame but full of passion; her hair was a brilliant auburn and flowed effortlessly; her eyes were a deep, loving chocolate and they were for him only; her devotion was pure and honest; and she was certainly imaginative and not boring. Sitting up, he grabbed her hand and turned to face her. She gave him a quick inspection with her eyes and said, “You look handsome.” Goosebumps erupted up his arms and a shiver ran down his spine. Was it because the sound of her voice was full of so much pride? But he knew there was a hint of displeasure in her tone.

“Thank you, Lindsey,” was all he could manage. Despite the fact he wanted to ask if she was upset, he didn’t have the heart to hear it. It was at times like this when he wished the Lord would hear his pleas for help. Though he didn’t doubt the Lord heard, the young lad just wanted some sort of response. Noticing her stares at his new set of clothes, he looked down at himself. The tan khaki fit him well, which was due to his sturdy build. “I guess it looks alright,” he said mostly to himself. “I should have went home and changed, but I wanted to come here first.”

Lindsey could only smile at his attitude. This was a special place for the two of them, full of memories that were sacred to the young couple. She could only pray that they would be allowed to make new memories in the future – ones in which they would be holding hands, talking not of war or civil strife; they would watch their children play, smile, and laugh without being afraid. There was a fear, though, that plagued her. Even if he did return, would he still want to marry her; would he still want to have children with her; would he still be this handsome, sturdy, faithful man she had been blessed with?

“Warren, I -”

“I had this dream,” he interrupted her, jumping to his feet. Slowly, she stood with him, and he grasped her hands and squeezed them affectionately. “It was with you and I, and we walked along Carson’s Path on a warm spring day. When we emerged from the path and found ourselves here, we were greeted by smiling faces. They were children, and although I’ve never met them, I somehow knew them. There were three boys and one girl. The eldest boy ran up to me and he said, ‘Dad, dad! Your home for good, the war is over!’ I looked at you, and saw your smile, and I realized these were our children. But most importantly, I had survived and when I came home, I was greeted by your smiling face, my favorite spot off of Carson’s Path, and our children!”

In his excitement over this dream, he picked her up by her waist and twirled her around three or four times, smiling and laughing. When they came to a stop, he realized that her deep, chocolate eyes were full of a love and hope he had never known. This only made his smile grow. There was no apprehension in his voice when he said, “Lindsey, I need to ask you something.”

Her eyes never left his. “Anything, of course, Warren,” she whispered.

“I’ll understand if you say no. This is more of a favor, than anything. I know that it’s selfish of me, because while I should be asking this with your well-being in mind… Look, it may end up hurting you in the future, because war is such an unpredictable thing. That dream I had – with you and I, and our children – well, I couldn’t ask for anything greater than that. Lindsey, will you let my dream come true?”

The question was asked merely for formality purposes. The couple had known for sometime that eventually they would discuss things such as marriage and children. It wasn’t spoken between the two, but they had thought about it and knew the other had done the same. Of course, then, it wasn’t much of a surprise when Lindsey nodded, with a great big smile and perhaps a faint trace of tears and said, “Yes!”

Warren’s smile grew and he felt as if a heavy weight had been lifted from his shoulders. Instead, a weight was set upon the shoulders of Lindsey. From the moment he left for war some months later, she would have to worry for him. Not only for him, but for the future of their child. If he were to die, whether for the sake of the future or something such as “peace,” would their child benefit from it, or would it be a burden for the young one to face? But for now, in the place of such worries, they had joy and excitement. The war was forgotten and they focused on other things – wonderful things.

He was the son of a minister, and she the daughter of a newspaper editor. They had known each other since they were children, and they were loyal to the Lord. When he left for war, he devoted his life and future to protecting his home. She never broke faith, never questioned the outcomes of any situation.

She saw her eldest son some seventeen or eighteen years later, sleeping near the river; with the wind blowing his dark hair effortlessly; the long grass folding to the shape of his sturdy body; a new khaki uniform and his hat covering his eyes; and a young girl observing her sweetheart’s peaceful face. Never before had she questioned the purpose of her family’s sacrifice. It was the only time in her life did she ever ask the Lord, “Why must all young men fight, and all young girls cry?”

Boomerang

Posted in Timber Supplement Stories with tags , on November 2, 2008 by Jackie

Supplement Story I:
Boomerang

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“You know, when used as weapons, boomerangs don’t come back…”

Walter King – better known by his nickname, Boomerang – could only muster up a half-hearted glare to the journalist. Too much of Boomerang’s energy was focused on simply keeping his balance. He had just left the therapy area and was headed back to his room when he ran into Jordan, who told him it was of the “utmost importance.” Boomerang had left his exercises early, because his heart was not set on said exercises. In fact, Boomerang had been unable to get ambitious about anything since he had lost his leg. Before going to sleep at night, he prayed he would awake from his nightmare. Waking up in the morning – only to see his situation had not changed – was a difficult thing for his weak spirit to embrace.

“I’m not sure how you meant that to sound,” Boomerang said in response. “I’ve come back every time. Besides, I don’t want to be considered a weapon.” Jordan nodded in understanding.

The atmosphere was a bit uneasy for Jordan. First of all, he didn’t like the recovery ward of any hospital, especially a military one. War wounds are always more horrific than anything commonly found on city streets. It didn’t help that the smell of iodine and the encouraging smiles of the hopeful nurses triggered memories of his own days injured. The therapy room was always his least favorite place. It seemed disorganized – and whose idea was it to color the walls that awful pale pink color? Worst of all was the sight of the world’s strongest and bravest people struggling against the stress of their life-changing injuries. It was more the emotional stress and tension it caused than actually seeing the wounds. While not desensitized completely, Jordan was not the inexperienced war correspondent from six or seven years ago.

“Hm, oh, yeah!” Jordan shouted, startling Boomerang so bad he nearly lost his balance. “The reason I came here…” he let it trail off and reached into his pocket. He pulled out a folded note and handed it to Boomerang. Keeping himself balanced by leaning against the wall, the one-legged soldier took it. While his eyes scanned across the hand-written letter, Jordan explained: “A young girl – not too tall, kind of pretty – handed that to me yesterday. I was ecstatic at first, thinking it was for me. When I opened it up, I realized it was addressed to ‘Walter,’ and you’re the only ‘Walter’ on base so -”

“Well, we do look related.”

“Who?’

“Me and you.”

“Well,” Jordan chuckled a little, “my hair is brownish-blonde and well combed, your’s is reddish-brown and needs a comb. And,” he looked down at the missing limb. Upon gazing back up at Boomerang’s face and seeing a frown appear, he improvised: “and your mouth is wider.” Instead of having his face fall, Boomerang only allowed it to drop slightly.

Ignoring the insult, he folded the note back up nicely and handed it to Jordan. “Tell her I said, ‘no.’”

Jordan’s mouth fell. “Why! Someone who writes ’sweetheart’ and ‘darling’ that many times in one note must mean something to a fellow.”

Boomerang’s expression didn’t appear to change. If one was to have looked close enough, they may have been able to see a slight hurt cross his eyes. He wanted to say “yes” to that girl. “Because, I don’t want her to see me like this.”

The young soldier motioned down to his legs. Boy, was it getting hard to keep balance. Having one leg is something that is difficult to adjust with, especially when the injury is abrupt and at the prime of one’s life. Since he hadn’t much to do other than watch TV and do his exercises, Boomerang had been given a lot of time to think. He was known for his speed, balance and agility. But now, he couldn’t even walk without a little help…

When he looked up, the journalist had crossed his arms over his chest and was shaking his head. “Listen here, I’ll give you the night to think about it,” he said while he shoved the note back into Boomerang’s hand. “I’ll come back tomorrow and ask you about it again.”

True to his word, Jordan came back the next day at the same time, approaching Boomerang during his exercise. Was that shame that flashed over the young man’s features when Jordan saw him being helped by a nurse? Of course, just like the day before, Boomerang refused to have the company of the girl who wrote the note. Jordan said that he would come back the next day, which he did, only to be turned away again. This continued for a week, and then two, almost three.

Boomerang was getting frustrated. For some reason, he just couldn’t adjust to having one leg. How would he continue his life? What more would he have to do, now that he ws prohibited from running and walking? His career in the military was over and he had no training in anything other than warfare. Everyday he would see more injured coming in and he wondered, just how did the government plan to pay for all of this? They had promised it, hadn’t they?

Not only were those dilemmas disheartening, but even if he wanted to, the battlefield didn’t seem to leave him alone. There were whispers in the hallways about the condition of the troops and supplies. The newsman lamented about the frontlines. The politicians of his homeland roared with great passion about patriotism and the greater good. Wherever he turned there was something about the glory of the battlefield, the heroes of those conflicts, and the cause for which they fought. Yet, no matter how hard he looked, he couldn’t find anything about the maimed.

Finally, after a short wait, Boomerang was fitted with a synthetic leg. “It moves and works just like a real leg. The mechanics of this baby are absolutely amazing,” the doctor had to said to him. “But,” he warned, “you must be patient. It will take more therapy and some getting used to.” Patience was running thin for Boomerang. However, by this time, the thought of using a leg again was an encouraging dream.

It had been close to a month since Jordan had received the note and shown it to Boomerang. It was still folded up and sitting on the table next to Boomerang’s bed. Jordan had come in everyday, and everyday Boomerang turned him away. The soldier hadn’t seen the journalist in two days, and wondered if he had finally given up.

During this thought, Boomerang had lost his balance and was unable to catch himself. After falling over, he cursed aloud and quickly removed the artificial leg, tossing it to the ground. He proceeded to sit cross-legged, arms crossed over his chest, and a pout on his face. (If I were to compare it to anything, picture a seven year old who didn’t get a cookie despite repeated pleading.) The nurse offered to help him, but he just snapped at her. When she returned his angry remark with a smile, he only got more irritated. His eyes glistened over as he attempted to stare a hole into the synthetic leg. It was his turn to give up.

The leg didn’t go untouched. A girl, who was not too tall and kind of pretty, bent over to pick up the discarded item. With a graceful stride, she walked to Boomerang and handed him the leg. His wide eyes displayed his shock quite clearly.

“Walter,” her soft voice rang out, echoing off of his eardrums and gracing his heart. Those icy-blue eyes appeared to be so hurt. Was it because he had avoided her? But he did it to protect her from seeing him like this. Perhaps she was about to tell him something horrible. Could it be she had given up on him, knowing he would be handicapped his whole life? What good could he possibly do for her…

Without thinking, he swatted the prosthetic limb out of his sight and out of her hand. She didn’t scold him, nor did she stomp away angrily. Instead, she offered him a forlorn expression. “Get out of here,” he spat. After saying that, he refused to look her in the eye. Glaring at the blue carpet he said in just a whisper: “I give up. I can’t even take care of myself, I’ll be such a burden.”

The girl giggled without meaning to. This action caused Boomerang to shoot his eyes up to her face. He wanted to shout at her, but found himself silenced when she repeated his name again. “Walter. Stand up.”

“I can’t,” he lamented, with a touch of hurt and disappointment in his voice.

“Yes you can,” she assured him. There was something about her voice – the way it drifted through the air. It had just the right pitch and just the right tone that made his ears perk up.  She knelt down in front of him, placed a comforting, loving hand on his cheek and gently said: “You need to stand up.”

“I-I… I just can’t!” he yelled. Since when was he such a whiner? How many bruises, how many cuts, how many broken bones and scars had he gotten over the years? Even when he had lost his leg (the pain was unbearable) there was very few tears. In his twenty or so years of life, he had fought disease, stress, bullies, heart break, fear, the establishment, nightmares and the savage invaders. Yet the one thing he couldn’t seem to conqueror was this disappointment and uncertainty that had plagued him. “You’re probably disappointed knowing your life might be tied to a crippled. Just go, I know you want to.”

Once again, she didn’t dare raise her voice at him but rather smiled. With one finger pressed to his lips and the other hand rested on his shoulder, she cooed: “Shh, shh, don’t say that. I’m not disappointed in what our future may hold. I’m disappointed in you for giving up. Please, Walter, stand up.”

“I can’t,” he repeated. It was much quieter this time. It would have been impossible for him to speak louder without his voice cracking. She was disappointed in him, not his impairment, and some mixture of relief and guilt had brought him to the brink of crying.

“Don’t give up,” she encouraged. “You’ve always stood up. You have been faced with trials all your life and you haven’t given up yet. Why should it be any different now? Besides,” her smile grew, “now you have me. We can get through this together.”

The girl stood, and Boomerang’s eyes followed her up. Her hand extended down to his, waiting for him to allow herself the pleasure of helping him to his feet. Her eyes were not pleading him to accept. No, her eyes simple told him, “It’s a road we must take as a couple.” His hand grabbed hers, and with her help, he not only stood again, but he would walk again; perhaps he would even run again.

Jordan could only produce his goofy grin after his camera shutter clicked. Being no fool, he knew he could easily sell the photo for a few coin to propaganda groups. To see a maimed soldier taking his first steps of recovery in the arms of his beloved would be a very inspirational photo.

The journalist would reflect on it in the future, when he handed the only copy over to his friend, Walter King, and said: “I didn’t want another kid going through what you did. You know that the big shots of the government will see this and think of it as a way to pull people in. They always manage to find a way. To the politicians, next to death, being maimed is the greatest contribution a young man can make to his country. They’ll parade it around and say, ‘Now don’t you want to be a hero like him?’ That doesn’t make much sense. A young man like you should be back home, using that spirit of yours to make something – not lose or take something. But unlike them, I saw the sacrifice and struggle you and your sweetheart made, and for that, I am proud.”

What Were the Names?

Posted in Timber Supplement Stories with tags , on November 2, 2008 by Jackie

I did this really quick, so there’s room for improvement (there always is!)

As a side note, Captain William Rupert was another original character that got the axe sometime later. I really didn’t want him to go, because he was a natural charmer, unlike people like Francis. More along the lines of Warren – but Warren was a faithful man. Anyway, he would have been really fun to write, and would have added some whacky drama.
Think “Pardon me – may I offer you the shelter of my umbrella?” (lololololol “I’m not a poet but your eyes are like starlight!”)

Also, the Battle of McCrae Shier Ridge – McCrae and Shier are both last names whose owners owe their fate to the First World War.

Someone mentioned earlier that the part in which a man says that “over three thousand” dead was unrealistic. Please, go do your homework. July 1st, 1916, Battle of the Somme (Battle of Albert), the British lost 19,240 men. The warfare in Alaric’s Hill was based off of The First and Second Great War (mainly the First). Losing 3,000 men in a week is a lot to us now, but in wars of such magnitude, it isn’t unheard of.

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Supplement Story VII:
What Were The Names?
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“Reading the news everyday isn’t so much a bothersome chore as it is a worrisome one!”

Adela could only nod in agreement. Alongside her good friend, Lindsey, she walked to the post office. It was a trip they made almost daily, hoping to see if any letters from the frontlines had made it. While Lindsey had to worry over a husband being overseas, Adela only had to pay mind to friends. That didn’t mean reading the list of local dead was something she looked forward to. The walk was not useless today, as the man at the post office gave them two letters along with a smile. “Those boys fighting overseas don’t know what beautiful girls they left behind!” he said as if he always did. And, of course, like the girls always did, they hid a giggle behind their hands as they left.

“Look at how he writes – still so sloppy!” Lindsey cried as she looked at Wallace’s letter. Without another second passed, she handed it over to Adela. The girl took it with a slight blush. Lindsey noticed but failed to mention it. The envelope that contained Warren’s letter was adorned with perfect handwriting, and Lindsey held it close to her. Under the protection of a tree the two girls rested, sometime beyond the main streets of their small town. Both opened the envelopes carefully and read the letters eagerly.

Adela could feel her face heat up as she read the letter. There was nothing suggestive or passionate found in the writings, but he wrote it. It contained his scent, his handwriting (no matter how sloppy); it was his story on a small, tattered and torn letter.

Adela;

Well, I received your Christmas card – what perfect timing. It’s snowing here now. I’m not a poet like Warren, but it’s almost eerie how the perfect white snow in the morning will be red and brown by nightfall – but when the sunrises the next morning, it’s white again. Like God is saying we have to start over with a fresh slate every day.
Do our sins really disappear with dreams? …

The letter continued for a paragraph more, without another word about God or war. Instead, he expressed delight of the holidays and wished her all the best. It was signed, “Yours, Wallace Chevalier.” This caused her heart to stop for a second or more and the blush to get deeper. He had never written such a thing! Perhaps, it was just an accident – a momentary slip of the pen. There wasn’t a chance that charming Wallace would have feelings for plain Adela.

Lindsey stood abruptly, placed the letter into her coat pocket, and then extended her hand to assist Adela to her feet. The young girl smiled as she accepted the friendly gesture. Once on their feet and walking again, Lindsey asked, “So what did Wallace have to say?’

Adela blushed. “Oh, nothing of importance. He just wanted me to wish everyone happy holidays,” she said. Lindsey nodded silently. “What about you? What did Warren say?”

“Well,” Lindsey could feel her lips turn into a smile and her hands rest on her stomach. “He decided on a name for our baby. Royal Patrick, after our fathers. That’s just like him, isn’t it? His wish is that with the name will come a peaceful profession, what with his father being the minister, of course, and mine a newspaper editor.”

“I’m so happy for you two,” Adela said, giving Lindsey’s arm a friendly squeeze. “Oh, I wonder what your parents must think! Rushing off to get married the minute he joins the service. You two were only married for a couple of weeks before he was sent away.”

“I don’t think they minded so much, we were always planning on marriage. Since we were children, can you believe it! Oh, but I suppose we’re still children in the eyes of the world,” Lindsey said. The talking was cut short when they reached the newspaper office. Outside there was a bulletin board and it was just that time of day when the reports of the war were being posted. The girls – along with a small other crowd – gathered around to read. The first thing checked was always the list of dead.

“My son!” a woman had cried. It wasn’t that uncommon for a familiar name to show up. They had been fortunate, because they hadn’t seen any dead added for sometime. Murmurs erupted when the short article about the recent battle was read. Apparently, boys from their very town had pushed the savage enemies back and reclaimed very important territory.

“That’s our boys!” a man yelled. “Go get them bastards!”

“Raise the flag high tonight!” another shouted.

“In celebration of their victory, free drinks at Dakson’s Pub!”

“Oh, wait, wait, read this one!” a younger man – possibly a high school student – pointed out. The crowd leaned in to look at the last article posted. It was a quick report on the recent awards bestowed upon soldiers. One name in particular stuck out. “Would you look at that! The minister’s son!” the young man read: “Awarded the Cross of Valor for risking his life in order to save an injured comrade in no-man’s-land during the Battle of McCrae Shier Ridge.” After hearing this, the crowd went back to murmuring. Lindsey and Adela slipped away, not wanting to be bothered by the crowd. Once away from the group, Adela and Lindsey went back to talking again.

“Reading that list everyday is surely going to kill me,” Lindsey said with a sigh. Despite the statement, she was clearly radiating pride about Warren’s medal.

“What about Warren getting the Cross of Valor! I’m sure you’re proud!”

“More than proud, ecstatic!” Lindsey admitted. “Why, he never mentioned anything like that. He’s always been so modest. To think that my husband is a war hero,” she giggled. Adela followed suit. There was a moment of silence afterwards. They walked under the falling snow, cold, but with warmth in their hearts. The boys had written – they were safe. As they traveled down the streets, they watched as the townspeople raised the nation’s flag in anticipation of the celebrations from winning such an important battle. A few people had to congratulate Lindsey on her husband’s medal. She didn’t know what to say. It wasn’t she who fought at McCrae Shier Ridge! Nevertheless, it didn’t matter, patriotism was running high.

Later that night, both girls wrote back to Warren and Wallace. Lindsey peppered hers with “sweetheart” and “darling,” while Adela pretended she didn’t notice the subtle hints Wallace had given. Her heart was filled with memories of the boy. Specific times that didn’t have any specific meaning other than he was there with her. Lindsey had teased her about her obvious crush on the lad, using one particular time for her reasoning. “Don’t you remember when Joanna called him ‘Dumbo’ and wiggled her ears for effect? You got so angry, shouting that his ears were perfectly fine!” Still not convinced, Adela claimed they were merely friends. So, Lindsey came back with another reason. “When we were sending off the boys to fight, Wallace spent all of his time at your side. Then as they were being shuffled away he kissed you!”

“It was only on the cheek,” Adela countered.

“But the way he looked at you!” Lindsey argued.

It was later – much later – when they got their next letters. Warren merely shrugged off the congratulations, and instead lamented about how he would miss Royal’s birth (the baby was due soon). However, Wallace’s letter contained something more important than simple complaints. Lindsey could have sworn her heart was about to leap clear out of her chest upon reading the letter. It was just a few paragraphs at the bottom of the page:


Adela, the battlefield is a grim place. As mentioned before, I am not a poet. There are no words this simple lad could possibly come up with that could describe it. We’re the furthermost in the front, and when the call sounds to push forward, I’m the first one over the top more often than not. What I see when over the wall is… well, carnage. You can smell the rotting flesh of the maimed and dead. The ground is soft and unsettled, but thick with blood. It seems like the gunfire and the bombings never cease. I wonder, how could man put fellow man through this? I bet those men across the field feel the same way. Will fresh poppies grow where their bodies lay?

I suppose it doesn’t matter. We’ll make one more push sometime in the near future. I was overcome with a sudden realization when we were told this. At night, when there is a brief silence of guns and the only noise is crying men, I think of a girl. Adela, I think of you. I think of those days when we would meet up after church on Sunday and talk for hours and hours. I remember the schooldays gone by, when more than once I got you in trouble for talking during lectures.
Do you remember the dance we shared at Warren and Lindsey’s wedding? I like to play that memory over and over again in my head until I drift off to sleep…

Promise me, Adela that you won’t dance with any other man, other than me? Can you wait until I return home?

Adela wrote back, but it was done in haste and her mind was a blur. If you were to ask her what she wrote, she wouldn’t have been able to say. The letter was sent, and she waited anxiously for another. While waiting, Royal was born – a healthy baby and Lindsey had to send another letter right away. About a week later, the boys’ letters arrived. Adela tore the envelope open right away and enthusiastically read the letter about three or four times. It was so much more exciting getting letters with “sweetheart” and “darling” scattered about.

It was a month later when bad news hit the town. “They say at least three thousand men died in a weeks worth of fighting,” a man whispered near the newspaper office. Sure enough, the list of local dead was bigger than it had ever been, and it would only grow. There were no celebrations, and the flag was not raised in confidence. To make it worse, the letters were taking longer to reach home. While neither Wallace nor Warren’s name were on the deceased list, it was impossible to know how safe they were. When the letters finally did reach home, they were quick and to the point with no more details than necessary.

The anxiety grew when the death counts got higher. A wave of terror had run over the once excited town. Depression had seeped through the cracks and was wrapping itself around the townsfolk. There was no hope, because the facts had presented that it was impossible to win. Their troops were too greatly outnumbered, the supply line was cutoff, and morale was at an all time low. Instead of excitedly awaiting the letters, they were now worried when they picked them up. What if this was the last letter? Every time they saw a man in full-dress uniform around the town, they could feel their hearts racing in fear.

Needless to say, when that man approached Adela and Lindsey one day on their daily run to the postal office, both of them were shaking. The man was self-conscious, knowing that the two ladies were probably worried about their boys overseas. However, he just had to deliver something to a girl named Adela – he promised his friend he would. A boy delivering newspapers had pointed over to the girl with long brown hair and told him that was Adela.

The officer stepped in front of them, and removed his cap. “Pardon me, Miss. Are you Adela Martino? My name is Captain William Rupert, and I was instructed by Lieutenant James Goldwin that this get to you no matter what,” he said as he handed her an envelope. The handwriting was not legible or recognizable. The Army Captain explained, “There’s been a bit of a problem with the mailing because of the recent fighting. But he told me that if this letter didn’t get to you in one week’s time he would have to deliver it himself. Apparently it’s from one of his men.”

Lindsey and Adela exchanged looks. The girl opened the envelope to see that the letter’s writing was just as bad as the packet’s. She knew that it was from Wallace. When the Captain did not leave, she assumed it was his last letter of sorts, so she was nearly in tears as she read. But as it turned out, he was simply injured, and wanted to let her know that despite the pain he was fine. Of course, now her heart was beating quickly because he had been hurt – and she couldn’t do a thing about it.

Her thoughts were interrupted when Captain Rupert spoke, “Well, Ma’am, I sure hope it isn’t bad news. Is it? I’ve been delivering bad news all week and let me tell you, a man can scarcely bear to see so many pretty girls cry in such a short time.” Adela forced herself to smile for his sake. William Rupert seemed like very nice man, there was no reason for him to worry about her.

“Don’t worry yourself, Captain Rupert,” she said with a soothing voice. “Everything will be fine.”

The Captain smiled, also. “I sure hope so, Miss Martino. Not just for your sake, but all of ours. The minute this war is over, well, there will be no more need for tears of sorrow. I beg that you two keep those lovely smiles on your face for the men coming home. They’ll need it, believe me. They may gaze at you with a different look in their eyes, but that’s all part of the sacrifice, I’d suppose. Be strong for them.”

Neither one of the girls forgot what Captain Rupert told them. They did their best to continue their hope, even if the news was not the best. When men on the frontlines read letters from their wives, they didn’t want to hear sorrowful things – they wanted support. So this is what both Adela and Lindsey sprinkled throughout their letters. By this time, rumors had spread that the troops would be pulled out in defeat. Sure enough, they received notice that the boys would be home soon. The town prepared a special ceremony for the returning troops, and anticipation was high.

The boys would arrive in their small town by train, but Lindsey was not to be found at the platform. Apparently, she had a special place where she and Warren would meet – where he could set eyes on his son for the first time. Adela didn’t go to the station, either. There was no way she could possibly face Wallace now; after all those silly letters and what Captain Rupert had said. However, she was at the church for the ceremony. There was a lot of talk about the medals all the boys had won, all the achievements their soldiers had done. During a speech, her eyes caught the back of a khaki-clad lad and she knew, somehow, that it was Wallace. Suddenly, she was very self-conscious, and rushed out of the church and onto the moonlit streets.

She walked down the walkway just outside the church, which led itself to the famous Carson’s Path and poppy fields. It was a bit chilly outside, so she had to wrap her arms around herself to keep herself warm. The thunderous sound of the church doors opening and then closing reached her ears, but she didn’t turn to see who had exited. It wasn’t until a familiar, yet somehow unknown, voice reached her ears. “I knew that was you,” the voice said. It carried perfectly on the breeze and tickled her ears pink.

The man was taller than she remembered – or maybe that’s what time does with memories. From under his Garrison cap, his ears stuck out normal than most boys, but they were perfectly fine to Adela. The flaxen hair was getting longer, but still a tad short. There was something distant in his green eyes. It was a type of emotional disturbance that had hidden itself well until she had seen his brilliant eyes locked on her. There were about ten very, very small scars on his face, barely noticeable but still different and new to Adela. Was this handsome man in front of her really the one who wrote her love letters? Did he call her “darling” because he meant it, or was it simply a matter of stress from battle? Suddenly, she felt foolish – almost played.

He extended a hand, and with a whisper that sent shivers up her spine asked, “May I have this dance?”